December 2011
19 posts
5 tags
Much needed Update!
OK being home for the holidays has been nice so far because at my house we own a treadmill! I’ve been watching the biggest loser season’s and it had motivated myself to not starve my body but treat it right! Sooo I have been eating more but it has been healthier choices! And i have been doing at least 3 miles each day over a period of 3-5 workouts. I’ve been feeling great and im...
way to make me feel like shit over and over again.
6 tags
Stress No More
Done with this semester!! All i have left is to listen to my graphic design teacher talk for a long ass time! Then Im going home and hopefully having a good holiday without worrying about school. On another note, I have been feeling really skinny/empty lately for some reason, but i ate a shit ton today. I still feel small but i know that what i ate today was the worse kind of junk food. Im too...
6 tags
5 tags
Just Looked Up On Google
I typed into google search, “Instead of stud….”
and it gave me the option of clicking “instead of studying for finals, why not just go to the Bahamas.”
Great idea Google, i knew there was a reason I asked you questions so often, it’s because you give me the best answers possible.
4 tags
Dear Santa
For Christmas I want more shelves!! I’m running out of space!
4 tags
10 tags
What I would say to you is....
(Sidenote: This is a rant and i dont expect anybody to read this I just had to get it out)
I hate you so much for plaguing my thoughts on occasion. You were nothing but abusive so why are you invading my thoughts again…??? i have a boyfriend who i love and trust with all my heart, more than i can say for when we were something. Of course they say a girl can never forget their first love,...
1 tag
Being Distracted From Studying
Caused me to think about how i want to document the changes i want to see with my body and life :)
SW: 199
CW: 147.4
GW:145
UGW: 130
BMI: 25.2
Measurements:
Bust: 36.5
Waist: 32
Hips: 38
Thighs: 21
7 tags
So....
This weekend i was really upset most of the time haha but my amazing boyfriend helped me through my problems. I just wanted to hide in my room, but he got me out of the house for short periods of time :) I just wish he understood how much i appreciate him! I didnt end up gaining anything this weekend, surprisingly. But after what i ate to today i’m sure i will! I had the worse possible...
4 tags
Weighed in today at 147…..i havent been this weight since….never, so its most likely that i screw it up! i ate a chicken biscuit, chips, queso, and a steak quesidilla today. That is the most food Ive had in a while…so i will probably gain a pound today. They always said that losing weight wont change the self loathing i feel about myself, and they were right. I always dreamed...
Sometimes i wish i was that girl
